memories always cut the skin so deep(mine)
more then what i have done out of my own actions
blood is spilled, it stains the carpet, it bears my hands
why do i stay in the past?
i dont need it anymore...i dont want it...WHY CANT YOU JUST TAKE IT AWAY(plz)!!!!!!!????
do i fear what i hate(I hate ma past)? or do i yearn what i fear(fear of past)?
either way i know one thing
..there are times for tears and fears...this isnt one of them...
its said everybody has his time(where is mine?)..


But still m not changed...Im what I was and will be what Im...
I want myself not to be luvd by haterz, as they never luv, it's a kinda hate packed alyk luv...
But still my doorz are open as they were never locked but doz can only b given their own luv, that they left behind, not that of mine...

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